My Voice for His 'Bruised Reeds'
We've a social problem that has led to a 'criminal' one, that's resulted in a 'national tragedy'.
Lily-2 months & 2 weeks old.
Died March 30, 2007 If you have read my grandma's webpage: http://www.thedemandsofjustice.com
you will have read about what went on when they said what I was telling my grandma was not credible. My brother Lyle was in the care of Protection Services. During this time my mom was allowed some overnight stays with him when she was at Sophia House. If they'd believed me, she NEVER would have had these visits.
After one of these visits the foster mom told us she contacted the protection worker with several concerns. She'd find Lyle fussy after the visits, there would be blood in his diaper and this to her was not normal. She asked the protection worker to look into this and also asked her to take one of his bottles to be tested as she suspected something was put in them as they stunk. The protection worker told her it was nothing, and that she should just wash the bottles out. When Lyle first came for a visit with us grandma thought he was being sexually abused and took him to the doctor who confirmed that he had been. When grandma told the foster mom this news she broke down crying and said 'I knew he was being abused. I tried to tell them". There was blood in his diaper when they brought him back from his mom and I told them when I saw his mom she was 'out of it'. For her courage and honesty they pulled Lyle from her care. Frankly, this response tells us that they 'don't care' nor do they want the TRUTH. Grandma had not read Lily's autopsy because she told me that she had enough on her plate without trying to take anymore in. I now realize she too was very stressed over all of this, and who wouldn't have been. On August 28th, 2014, in helping my grandma sort and purge certain things at her office I came across Lily's autopsy. Lily is the baby that I am holding in the photo above. * I found the autopsy report and began reading it. I was shocked to realize that they found alcohol in Lily's blood. The caregiver, one of mom's friends, had no explanation for this. Was Lily murdered? In this report the responders indicate finding her dead and that on Lily's bedroom floor were cat and dog feces (poop). I then read Autumn's autopsy report. For all I know my mom may still be in some sort of a group or cult. YProtection services told my mom to find Lily a caregiver because they did not want anymore trouble with my grandma. Babies like Lily who die are never documented as wards of the government because they drop their duties to protect them when clearly they need protection. We never knew Lily existed until after she was born and put in the care of this woman- but Protection (Social) Services knew. With what they knew they had an obligation to protect her and not abandon her. They knew my mom couldn't care for her so why would any of her friends? This particular friend I knew and she had her own kids taken away from her at one time. This woman also wanted to be a foster mom and never passed the home-study done by them yet they helped my mom give her interim custody of Lily. So tragic for Lily. No justice-at least yet! She did not die of SIDS as Lily also did not. They died of neglect and NO CHILD PROTECTION. I want Autumn and Lily who have passed tragically to also have their voices heard and others like them, whether they be heard from their cribs or graves. * Missing and murdered Aboriginal children and women is a national tragedy and our babies dying needlessly and tragically is also. *Any inquiry needs to include ALL BABIES like my sisters and children like my siblings and I. All of us deserve a national inquiry!" The genocide continues without help for our parents. Parents like mine need holistic rehabilitation services made available as an alternative to jails, or to be there when they've served 'hard time'. We children also need rehab. The reason for this is clear in the video at the tab called: Child of Rage. What do we do with our rage as children when professionals deny what has happened to us? Well we act out; in the end we become criminals! We have so much ANGER-RAGE that has to be addressed. This cycle must STOP. The Healing must begin- Note: Names of the vulnerable if disclosed inadvertently is done so 'without prejudice'. Full disclosure of names are filed with the court with no publication ban or sealing order. Transparency is essential.
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I was terrified to tell, like this girl above. But we must tell and we must be believed!
In my dark & terrifying times Jesus was my Light. Listen...
This website provides me an opportunity to tell my story with the hope that you will listen. This was not my grandma's or my experience when my grandma told child protection what I was telling her. They listened but did not believe that my mom and her friends did satanic activities and killed babies.
In Justice McIntyre's fiat which I now have read, he quotes my mom saying that protection services did not believe that I was the victim of occult activities but that my grandma was the one who influenced me & what I told them came mainly from my grandma. They are right, because I trusted her and it was she who listened and saw me and believed me and told the authorities. Kids need to feel safe before they'll ever talk to a stranger for sure when they have been threatened not to talk or they'll hurt you AGAIN or that they will hurt and even kill the one person that they feel safe with. Why do social workers, prosecution teams, examining doctors and a psychologist believe someone like my grandma's observations and my accounts of what I told her happened to me unbelievable? Why would my grandma influence me in what I told her about their killing babies and hurting Jonathan and I and the other kids? It makes no sense! Why did they not provide me with a psychologist or professional therapist to 'get to the truth'? Now my VOICE will be heard! I hope you are listening and I and others will be believed. This website is to get my story out so others who have gone through or are still going through abuse and trauma, receive validation of their experiences and provide for them HOPE, that they can come through such abuses. In my legal documents (Affidavits) I describe what I still remember. The power of MY SUFFERING 'continues to fade' but certain memories of it will never fade. As I told my mom a few years ago, when she told me that she could not remember the babies being killed, that I definitely remembered this, and what happened to the babies is burned into my memory forever! As Dr. Peter Matthews, the one Child Psychiatrist who knew what happened here, told my grandma, that I would not lie or maintain such a lie, unless someone threatened to hurt and harm me or those they loved, if they did not maintain the lie. I just wouldn't tell at first since I was threatened not to tell, in particular grandma, but when I I began to relive the horror and I felt safe enough, I began to tell my grandma what happened. I know now of how Regina Children's Justice 'dragged their heels' to get Jonathan and I examined, taking over 500 hours to see us, which convinces me they didn't want the truth. CHILD PROTECTION
AN OVERHAUL NEEDED! 
INCARCERATIONS / CRIME ON THE RISE FOR ABORIGINAL WOMEN
https://ca.sports.yahoo.com/news/big-spike-aboriginal-women-behind-bars-government-study-195840848--nba.html
Violence-Abuse-Deaths
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Autumn-2months old.
Died October 28, 2005 My baby sister, Autumn, died in the care of Child Protection and Lily died when left with my mom's friend when Child Protection said 'go find your own Caregiver for her.
They told her this because "we don't want another baby dying in our care and then have more trouble with your mom (my grandma) again. Both Coroner's reports have questions for us as a family. Autumn is in the photo above. She was found dead in the foster home less than 3 days after this photo was taken and 4 days after our one over weekend visit with her. Her autopsy claims she was 4 months old in one place and 2.5 months in another place, when she was 2 months to the day. They claim she was 'white' when she is First Nations like me and definitely not white. They say they examined the brain 2 days before they received it and my grandma pointed out errors in the Neuro-pathologist's report. Too many errors! It is documented that the foster mother told the authorities that she ran out of her medicine and had no time to get it. We gave her medicine to her 4 days before her death. I would like to know how much was left in that bottle and if she really ran out. * I bet she had time to buy her cigarettes as she and everyone in the home were smokers. A baby had already died in her care a year earlier. Autumn was the first baby she'd had since that tragedy. Too bad for Autumn. * The pathologist pointed out that the probable cause of death was likely due to 'a low therapeutic dose of Phenobarbital and that she likely took a seizure and suffocated" (face-down) because that is how she was always slept-face-down'. So why did the provincial Coroner rule her death as undetermined? Since Autumn was in the care of protection services how did they determine that a Coroner's Inquest was not needed? Grandma had her lawsuit going on and added Autumn's death as a wrongful death, so could that be a reason? The judge admitted in court that he had not read her autopsy report as new evidence, nor did he have any intention of reading it and was not going to allow this evidence in to support her new pleading. Why???? Autumn has not received any justice, at least not yet. Some of my documents are attached on my website which were filed with the court in an attempt for me to be added to my grandma's lawsuit. In addition the doctors', child psychiatrists' and psychologists' and Expert Witness reports are mostly attached under the next tab. Our Voices. When other reports generated by public servants or government professionals whom they contracted, denied my accounts of what happened and maligned my grandparents, they sought for their own reports from professionals. My drawings and other documents provided to the authorities by my grandma are there also. There is no sealing order and we are now of age. As an adult with a child of my own and someone who is still healing, it is time to lend my voice for more closure to my past trauma and to let others who are 'still out there' suffering, hope. Vulnerable children like I was, without being rescued from an environment such as I was in, and without the support of loving and caring guardians, competent doctors, counselors and teachers to name a few, we will become your next set of criminals. If governments do not get involved these cycles will be perpetuated-a new batch of abused children, broken homes and violent criminals. LISTEN TO THE CHILDREN
I wish protection workers would have believed me. I hope my story will ensure you who are protection workers and police will ensure our protection and prosecute our abusers and provide them rehabilitation. They need safe and loving homes for them & secondly government supported rehab intensive, programs. NEWS FLASH: Dec. 01st, 2014
On CTV news Regina, SK it was reported once again we had the highest murder rate per capita in Canada. Saskatchewan also has the highest domestic violence rate-so we need to be proactive with a nation-wide rehabilitation program. See tab. My Vision. | ||||||